i HEART you..

aahhaaaaaa....

you made me become like this,satisfy?

its maaaa face...lol

crazy time with papa <3

me with my youngster ,hoho  ( nmpk sgt tue :3)

myself yg berjiwa perasan and camwhore..hohohihihehe ;P

ooouupppsss!

gediknyeeww titeeww..hoho

ex spm candidates 11'

i'm growing some small little moustache,can't u see that..

i hate to say this,but ok you're blind..

boys tht caught my sight :)

boys that i've dream of

•  boys that can play musical instruments,mcm guitar or maybe piano..

•  boys that smile nmpk gigi .. :D

•  boys who can make me smile randomly with his voice or maybe lawak basi die..
•  boys who is taller than me (well i'm 153,so the guy must be 161 and above),cuz for me having a taller bf make me feel more insecure..

•  boys who respect & love his parents
•  boys who is good looking in my eyes
• boys who cares for my feeling
•  boys who cares for the all the big and small things around us
•  boys who cares for his family 
• boys who is not a cheater
• boys who protect me from the all psycho  ppl.
• boys who remember important things about me and bout' us.
• boys who afraid of animals that i adore (so i can protect him and scare him too,mwahah)
• boys who is  always fell and get injured (so i can cure and take care of him..)

boys that i dislike

• boys that arrogant
• boys that think that they're good enough in everything
• boys that smoke bcuz for me smoking is hell one of the easiest way to die
• boys that doesn't pray
• boys that has higher ego than the tallest building in the world
• boys that likes to keep me waiting
• boys that doesnt understand me
• boys that like me to repeat things for him
• boys that is selfish
• boys that late for date (15 minutes boleh consider ok lg,but almost an hour or more than that is deniable) 
• boys that is hot temper and his temper is hotter than the lava in the volcano
• boys that torture animals such as cat,bird and etc (paling benci ok! laki cm  nie)

it made my day :)

Based on a true story...

The woman..
There's a woman who suffered from a killer disease that is also known as cancer (the disease who fears anyone no matter how small they're are,how big they're are,how old they're are and how young they're are).But this woman is one of the strongest woman in the world.She doesn't need any world record to show or declare how strong she was.She didn't tell anyone about her disease because she was afraid that she will make everyone that love her worried about her health.Give worries to people that she love is  far away from her book of life.She is an independent woman who doesn't like rely to anyone.If she wants a job,she will find it by herself.If she want money,she will find it by herself.Getting the job  and money that she wanted based on her own effort satisfies her enough.Even though she knew that she had the disease,and the disease might end her life.She never give up on her self or lost hope that she will be as healthy as she was before.She did everything to make herself better.Orders from doctors and expertise is one of her routine in her life.She have a beautiful daughter and a good looking husband who is also caring.Her determination to fight the cancer make people around her respect her even more.Her tenacity make the youngster make her as their idol.

 The Husband
When she's in the hospital,the husband look after her day and night.He also sacrificed  his time to look after his only wife.About the family history,some of her sisters and cousins died because of the same disease.So,he wouldn't let the same thing happened to his precious wife.He is willing to sacrifices his money that he earn for the hospital bill that cost millions of dollars.He didn't care about the money,all he care is that his wife will be healthy like before.He give priority to his wife health but not his.If his wife suddenly want a food that is rarely to be found,he will immediately get for her even though its hard to find.Because he love his wife more than anything.

The Daughter
Her young daughter has turn to a beautiful well teach young lady.She is not smart like Bill Gates or any other smart people in the world.But she is trying to be.So here we goes for the daughter.When her aunt suffered from a cancer in a hospital,she cried a lot even though no one see it.Everyday she's hoping for her aunt to be healthy like before and she always pray for her aunt.She also wish to be a doctor so she can prevent people to suffered like her aunt but she can't.Because she knew that disease won't come if people didn't want it but disease came naturally so people can't avoid it.Then her aunt breathe for the last time,even though she is not very close to her aunt,but tears keep running on her face.Because to her,she had lost someone who she really cares.Now,its her mother turn.She tried to hid it from her friends by smiling when everyone smile,laugh when her classmates joke about something.Well the truth is she is suffered in the inside.She tried to smile while she can.She knew that she can't become a doctor to cure her mother disease but at least she can take good care of her mother.Usually for a teenager like her,10 in the morning is suitable time to wake up from all the nightmare and the fairytale but now she has to be ready as early as she can to take care of her mother.She know she had to sacrifice as many as she can.Well now her father is busy taking care of her mother so she knows that she is the one who is going to take care of both of them.She tried to please her parents by doing all the chores without whining and complaining. Now her daily routine has to change for her mother.She always pray and hoping that her mother will be healthy soon .For her,taking care of her mother is the best holiday for her.


THE END..

when a female had fallen in love with a male..

a minute phone call from a guy will make a girl smile so wide..

eventhough she has waited for almost a day..

 untill she swear that "I'll never call or text you again!"

 and then he call for atleast a minute..then you..

:):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):)

i'm so sorry..

This will never happened,
If i didnt do it,
I didnt meant to hurt your feelings,
It was supposed to be a prank at first..
I know I shouldn't play with your feelings..
I know if somebody do that to me..
I would be piss off just like you are now to me..
You're the best awesome friend ever..
You're a nice guy..
A decent one..
I'm so sorry..
Thats the word that will always appear in front of me if I'll see you,
If I talk to you,
I really didn't meant it,
It was just a joke.
I shouldn't do this to you,
I know I shouldn't done this in the first place,
You always listen to me when I need someone,
Well beside him..
It is always a good thing to share something with you,
You always listen,
I meant really listen..
A sad story turns to fun,laugh,happiness,
But there's no more of it,
Because of the stupidest thing I just did.
Am I the bad girl?
Am I the bad friend?
Am I the bad girlfriend?
Am I the bad classmates?
Only you can answer that...
Maybe I am bad friend because I dont know how to please you,
How to make you laugh,
How to make you smile,
It was just a joke,
Trust me,
I'm not lying..


I'm so sorry please forgive me.
I know I don't deserve a good awesome decent nerdy nigga friend like you..
tears...
lastly I know you dont want to read this,but thank you for being my friend..
I hope I can do something to make you forgive me.. :'(
i love you as a friend and i dont want to lose you..
A sad story that I have read somewhere..