how could you . . .

Heres another story...
well its kind of a true one..
but it has nothing to do with my life...
like i said its a true one...

so,here it goes...

why would in the world she do that...
have i done anything wrong to her...
have i insulted her...
have i mock her in public..
have i isolated her...
what did i do actually... 
well the truth is...
she is kinda puzzled about everything that had happened recently..
she's shock...
not even a word or an alphabet come out from her mouth..
after all the things that she heard..
could it be true?
could it be false?
could it be a story that have been made up?
which one should she trust?
that girl?
or others?

there once been said..
"DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER"

well she just did that...
maybe the sentences were never finish by the elders long time ago..
it suppose to be like this..

"DON'T JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER"
"BUT DO JUDGE IT BY IT PAGES"
"BECAUSE IF YOU DON'T IT WILL SUFFER"
"OR YOU WILL FALL TO THE HOLES"

maybe...

the story continues...
next time
;) k

KARI....

u know what kari is...?

rempah kari..?
maybe like this

wah....yummm

well btw let me introduce u guys to my niggasss....
ladies and gentlemen meet ZUL aka KARI

hmmmm nk ckp psl pe eh zul...

haha....

bende baik??

duit mane...

hahah...

joking2 maaa...

he is one of my classmates...

at first kteorg x penah pon rpt...

ak x penah nk tego dye..

padahal satu skul...

but everything's change..

kan zul?

haha...x sngke dye nie byk mulut dowh...

dye ckp maen lps jer...

myesal ak kenal...haha

ish3..

aha...

tdi ak bad mood giler..

bace x the previous post...

and he make me feel better again...

yea..

thx niggas...

nnt lah smbunk...

kpale ak pening balik...

haha

an emotional week for lil nicky...

bukan sjer2 i wanna be like this...
demam bukannye dtg biler ak da plan...
demam tuh dtg ngan tber2 kot...
bukan sngaje pon ak nk pening kpale sume...

spe nak kene sakit kpale...
nk reset paper marah...
bila fail marah....
tnyer knape x buat btol...
klu alasan  x kukuh marah...
sume ak buat sume x kene...
bukan sngaje nk reset...

all can i do...

is pray that hpefully u would understand me...

its true that no one can see the pain that we had been suffered inside...

only we can feel it...

no matter how hard you tell them...

they wouldnt believe you until they know how it feel...

this is an emotional week for me...

mid year exam is one of it...

knape lah time exam penting all the sickness nk dtg...

couldnt u come after the exam...

see we couldnt control it...

it come by itself...

biler pening kpale bagai...

sume exam ak x ley bwat...

all i cn do is tears rolling down on my face...

gallons of them...

i wanna let it all out to somebody...

but apparently no one could hear my inner voice...

so only by write it out make me feel better...

"YA,ALLAH,berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambamu ini untuk menghadapi segala ujian dan kesukaran yang dihadapinya,mudah-mudahan dengan menghadapi ujianmu YA ALLAH dia akan menjadi lebih kuat dri sebelumnya.." 

amin...

Sesungguhnya Allah memberi kamu sesuatu ujian,kerana Dia tahu kamu dapat menghadapinya..

So let us pray for the best...

mid year...

time2 mid year nie lah segala penyakit nk melanda ak...

haiyaaa.....

mcm mane lah esk...

hopefully...

x der lah teruk mane esok...

insyallah mudah-mudahan

ALLAH permudahkan utk ak esok...

:'(

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaCCCCCCUUUMMMM!

hmmmm...

=.......=

so u guys....tlg doakan utk ak eh :)

hihi...

assalamualaikum peace YAWW..