an emotional week for lil nicky...

bukan sjer2 i wanna be like this...
demam bukannye dtg biler ak da plan...
demam tuh dtg ngan tber2 kot...
bukan sngaje pon ak nk pening kpale sume...

spe nak kene sakit kpale...
nk reset paper marah...
bila fail marah....
tnyer knape x buat btol...
klu alasan  x kukuh marah...
sume ak buat sume x kene...
bukan sngaje nk reset...

all can i do...

is pray that hpefully u would understand me...

its true that no one can see the pain that we had been suffered inside...

only we can feel it...

no matter how hard you tell them...

they wouldnt believe you until they know how it feel...

this is an emotional week for me...

mid year exam is one of it...

knape lah time exam penting all the sickness nk dtg...

couldnt u come after the exam...

see we couldnt control it...

it come by itself...

biler pening kpale bagai...

sume exam ak x ley bwat...

all i cn do is tears rolling down on my face...

gallons of them...

i wanna let it all out to somebody...

but apparently no one could hear my inner voice...

so only by write it out make me feel better...

"YA,ALLAH,berikanlah kekuatan kepada hambamu ini untuk menghadapi segala ujian dan kesukaran yang dihadapinya,mudah-mudahan dengan menghadapi ujianmu YA ALLAH dia akan menjadi lebih kuat dri sebelumnya.." 

amin...

Sesungguhnya Allah memberi kamu sesuatu ujian,kerana Dia tahu kamu dapat menghadapinya..

So let us pray for the best...